Tears on My Pillow 2 by Elle Welch

Author:Elle Welch [Welch, Elle]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Literature & Fiction, United States, African American, Romance, Urban, Genre Fiction
Amazon: B017YLF4WG
Publisher: Write House Publishing/TIECE Presents
Published: 2015-11-12T16:00:00+00:00

February 8th, 2014

Saturday

Qisha

I thought I would die when Qia caught me and Jakari fucking. Then she beat my ass like she wanted me dead. I have tried over and over to spin it in my mind so I don’t look like such a trifling bitch, but I haven’t come up with anything as of yet. I know in my heart there isn’t anything that can take the stench off of what I did but I don’t know what else to do.

I sigh as I sit back and think about how scared I was when I learned that Qia was involved in an accident. Then, when I found out that she was in a coma, I was devastated. My biggest fear was that she was going to die. I was caught in between a rock and a hard place. I want her to wake up but I am scared as hell as to what she will say when she wakes up. I mean, after all, this is all my fault. How do you apologize for fucking your sister’s husband in her house and then, for being the cause of the accident that almost took her life? Qia would have never been in that situation if she hadn’t of ran out of the house upset and heartbroken by what she witnessed.

I recall when my mom called to tell me that Qia had woken up. She told me to be standing at the door because she was almost at my house to pick me up. I began shaking on the spot. I turned into a vomiting basket case as soon as I hung up the phone. I was worried that when I walked in her hospital room, she would embarrass me by telling everyone what Jakari and I had done. I was scared that she would call me a hoe, bitch, or whore; all the things that I felt about myself on a daily basis since this incident occurred.

I couldn’t believe it when we arrived at the hospital and Jakari was telling us that she had amnesia. For a brief second, I felt as though I had been given a second chance, but then the realization hit that I was working on borrowed time. She could remember at any minute what happened the day of her accident and honestly, that was more frightening than getting it out in the open right away.

I remember standing in her hospital room feeling just as nervous as a hoe in church. Even though I knew she had amnesia, the guilt of my actions were eating me alive. Then when Qia said that she would remember me soon, I could have fainted. What did she mean by that? Did she really have amnesia? I had to get out of the room so that I could breathe for a minute because I was suffocating. I appreciated Jakari coming out and checking on me. It didn’t surprise me that he was the only one that cared enough to do so because my entire family couldn’t stand me most of the time.

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